Friday, April 23, 2010

Inside the Heart and Mind of Christo :) Contd

Last entry introduced all the characters who play/played a crucial role in the life of Christo. Christo has been the most unlucky guy the planet earth would have ever seen. Above all, he is a dreamer and nothing can stop him from dreaming. Is dreaming an excuse to gratify the unfulfilled needs? Probably many might so YES. for that matter, even Freud classifies dreams under a category called 'dream of wish fulfillment'

But Christo is a dreamer of an altogether different category. Rather, you cannot try and classify him under any broad topic. He is a very passionate follower of his dreams. He likes dreams and he likes turning the dream into reality more than mere dreaming. Christo likes writing, for he wants to become one of the most renowned writers of the age. He likes writing only very deep and contemplative literature. Mostly, inspired by his personal life and experiences.

Christo lives a life of a King. Christo is a very spiritual person who is a very strong believer in his GOD and the social institution of religion. He sees life and its meaning as a plan of GOD. Most of the debates of his mind are a dialogue he engages himself with GOD. He writes several things as a letter to GOD.

There are a very few things that Christo holds very dear to his heart. Christo loves kids and sees a new meaning of life in kids. He likes to have kids and grow them up. He wants to redefine love and its attributes. Christo considers his family a great blessing and wants to constantly love his family. Christo admires and respects women. Women are the most respected human beings by Christo. He hates any cheap or derogatory remarks against women.

He strongly believes that Women are the most modern marvel of Gods creation and life is meaningless if you dont respect and love women.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Heart and Mind of Christo :) :( - Introductory part.

Most of the problems in human kind arises when there is a mismatch between heart and mind. In several occasions heart says something, but the mind thinks something else and hence there is absolute chaos. So, how to ensure that heart and mind are in sync with each other? That is zillion dollar question that we are trying to decode to find a solution.

I have been battling with this problem for ages and that is one of the main reason to name by blog battlefield of mind. But, this entry is very different as I am not gonna rant about myself but a character whom I know for a long time and his name is Christo.

Here goes the tale of Christo. Christo is a very normal and down to earth, slightly above average IQ guy. The plot is about the time of his earthly genesis till this moment.

Christo is the most innocent guy for his age group and he has never ever been given an opportunity to express his sincere emotions or express himself. His society has always imposed several things just to satiate the whims and fancies of the society's wants. Christo is seldom given an opportunity to voice out what he thinks.

His parents are the best that can ever ask for. Unfortunately, nature has decided to start its game play in Christo's life at a very early stage as he had to lose his mother at the age of 2 due to a bike accident. Imagine life for christo from the age of 2 without a mother.

Christo has had a pathetic existence in life though he had everything financially he wanted. But, metaphysically Christo lacked everything. Everything that could bring an innocent smile on a Child's face. A crying baby is filled with Joy wen the mother feeds him. But, for Christo, everything in life is only hear say or visual of something as he really cannot feel or experience anything.

Christo always deeply believed that he is not able to come to terms with the loss of his mother and he really wants to have a BIG FIGHT with god if and when the chance comes up. His family and extended family have showered too much love on this child, that they even ignore the fact about the loss of mother and they think that they can substitute.

Christo cannot even cry on his mother's anniversary as the social circle around him does not encourage him to. Christo has to behave as they everything is normal in his life while nothing goes on normally.

Christo holds a few things very close to heart. First, undoubtedly, his mother Mary who means everything in life to him though she is not a part of this life physically.

I am discussing only about his earthy priorities.(Family descriptions omitted)

Second, the subject he loves the most namely People Operations management. He can live and die for the love of this subject. This subject has skillfully got the best out of him and the only subject that keeps him going in academics. He can yap about this subject for ages without food or water or any basic amenity.

Third, one person named DASH. This person DASH is a she and she has phenomenal amount of influence in Christo's life. Dash has been the person who keeps Chris going and she has always been there whenever he needed for a long time but not now. Christo is devasted and heart broken due to this. I have to write one separate entry about DASH alone as its the biggest episode of this life but also the most short lived subject of his life. But the pain Christo, undergoes even now is beyond human measure and only Christo can relate to it.

Fourth, one person named A a. A a has not played any significant role in his life till date. But, he is so eager to welcome her in his life and he has great plans to make their life very meaningful, if that's the will of GOD.

Fifth, FRIENDS who cannot be summarized by any phrase or small description.

Random Thoughts

My apologies for not penning an entry for quiet sometime. Lots of reasons to rejoice and ofcourse more no of reasons to cause a frown in my face. First, one year of MBA is over. Terrible phase of inaction is what i would like to use to summarize MBA. One tough year is over. One more to go.

Bangalore has never been so interesting like the last three months. Lots of activities in Bangalore and lots of new meaningful friends/relationships. I am thankful to God for that. At last, am extremely thankful to God for showing me the first Catholic life group/prayer group, in which, I can proudly engage myself to strengthen my relationship with GOD.

I am really, pumped up with the energy provided by friends who appreciate my writing. Though, they constantly keep me going, they also ensure that i should take my writing standards to the next level. I am planning to write a literary work named "Conversations".

To think of some of the set backs or rather a lot of set backs, it starts with this. My battle to get a good internship did not meet with a instant success as I am fond of Instant success in everything. Rather, nature and God always ensure that I am made to be anxious crazily before something could actually could show its face.

So, the internship Saga has kindah come to an end. Other issues, are remaining at a status quo.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Women's day - My Reason for being ---- A woman(My mother n others)

They say "If you are able to read this, thank your teacher". With all due respect for the quote, I would like to say here, "If you are able to read this, first thank your mom" for she was the one who gave you life in the first place. Yes :) And your mother is a woman. I always have this notion of not celebrating Women's day only on March 8. Everyday day is a day to respect women and celebrate her cause for the nature and the society that you and I live in.

A woman is an embodiment of love, affection and above all Sacrifice to the whole humanity. A woman is a specialist in Discerned Love. The reason for my being is a woman, the reason to keep me going is a woman and the reason for everything in every one's life is a woman. Its a pride to be a woman who can make a huge difference in everyone's life. Its equally a pride to respect womenhood otherwise we are failing in our fundamentals of human lives.

The role that a woman plays in this world is beyond numerical measurement. The roles that we figure are just an indicator of her contribution to the whole world. She is the chief change agent the world has ever seen. She has explored areas that is beyond comprehension of human mind. She brings a smile on every one's face. She has redefined love and its emotional expression. "All that the world needs is Love and Love is what the world needs".

A woman can do it with maximum ease. Do we have to teach a fish how to swim? The answer to all teh nagging problems of the world is available with women. Women have the potential to straighten things out in the world. A woman is capable of all that the world needs.

A woman brings a life into this world, nurtures it to glory. On every March 8, we read on news papers and TV channels about Women who are doing great in their respective fields. Its a great noble activity to do. But, in the process we undermine the unsung heroines of everyone's life and every day's happening.

Remembering woman Just on march 8 is an insult to the great services that women have offered to this society. They are the prime reason for this society to celebrate. While March 8 is a special day for many reasons than one, to me every day should be celebrated a women's day. By doing this, the society could do something in return for the greatest creation of God - WOMAN.

Thank you is too small a word to use to be grateful to women. We need to live our lives in a way to glorify the services that women have rendered to this world.

Wish you all a very happy women's day.

Get together at "Pentahut" - frenship rocks :)

My stay in Bangalore is boring in many ways than one. But, often we come up with this strategy to kill the boredom and routine of life in bangalore by hosting a party to frens who mean a lot more than they could imagine off.

This is the second get together at our place. The event was to commemorate two occasions. One the birthday of our fren and then a yr end get together of all of us before the college closes for summer. It was a very interesting event that took place.

There is a lot of careful planning that goes in for organizing the event. Starting from preparing the guest list to the games that we play, the refreshments and the like. Planning these kind of events helps us build our event management skills.

This event dint have games planned. sorry about that. there is a brief period of no sound and boredom slightly sneaked its nose into the party scene. thanks to a fren who brought the life back to it by imitating all the possible characters in the college.

there was a good cake cutting ceremony, snow spray being sprayed mercilessly on the poor bday girl, party poppers being popped to welcome the bday with a bang, and then ofcourse bday bums to give the finishing touch.

it was an evening of fun and frolic. it was an event to get to know people make more frens and upgrade existing frenship to a better level. it was total fun that made the event a grand success. further, the true spirit of the program is the Frenship that binds us together despite the fact that we are different in many ways from each other like place, language, origin and the blah.

The word that unifies us is "FRENSHIP". Life looks a lot more beautiful with this powerful word that can even turn a brute to a human. Love offered by frenship is beyond human measure and one must experience it to enjoy it.

After the party was over, we had a mini party where we took tonnes and tonnes of resolutions. Some were serious and some were funny, but the nevertheless the spirit of the evening was at its best.

Looking forward to such parties often to make life more happier and meaningful in Bangalore. :)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Inspiring Words :)

I read a blog entry today. It was very promising and very inspiring. I am this stupid kind of person who can relate to things that are not even remotely connected to me. This blog entry has all the answers to my questions though the blogger might not even know my existence in the blogging arena.

Am I not a dork? I am sure you will agree with me :P Putting the dork story aside let me dwell deep into the content of the blog entry. This blog entry is not anything great in General but very great personally to me. I have always wanted to clearly give a narration about this person whom I have always found as the "most expressive person" I have ever met in my life.

I love people who are super expressive about their self and strongly follow what their heart says come what may... Isn't this an unique quality. This person is so magnetic that I get glued to the writings of this person. The person's words

can make wonders out of nothing,
create a palace out of dust,
create a life out of a corpse,
create miracle out of misery,
create bliss out of grief,
create life out of death,
create confidence out of diffidence,
create glory out of fall,
create equilibrium out of chaos,
create passion out of commotion,
create everything out of nothing.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Life Hurts :(

Life never treats me good
It hates me
It has nothing good to offer
It hurts me