The potter mania.... :(

I was so totally upset with one of the advertisements for the newest book by JK Rowling in the Harry Potter series. I am not able to comprehend what in that book drives people mad and crazy that they run after that book and the movie. 

I am proud to say that I dont like that movie or the book. Some wild fiction of magic and sorcerery that could have taken place some indefinite time ago is glorified and given a glossy touch to attract young minds. 

Its pathetic to see young minds succumbing to the lures of this unnatural fantasy. Young minds should be taught the art of creativity and social thinking, not witch craft and magic. We are doing injustice to the next generation of kids by amalgamating their minds with stuff like this. 

When will this world change. 

A true Indian in ME

The war against terror thats going on now in Bombay has sent me a clarion call to break my silence on the issue of patriotism and love towards my mother land. I can't see my nation suffering at the clutches of evil elements viz terror. The true Indian inside me suffers a deep anguish of heart and mind to see all that is happening around. 

I was particularly grieved at the killing of the ATS Cheif Hemant karkare, NSG chief commando Unni krishna and all the brave hearts who have thrown away their lives to the glory of the nation. 

I am a true Indian. My drops of tears will definitely be answered one day. That day will redefine Indian Sovereignity and peace will prevail in this lovely nation. 

The mystery behind music

There is a hidden mystery that I am not sure if the human mind can unravel. Right from my childhood days, I am very skeptical in my approach towards music. The basis of music is all divine is what we have been told and that is the worldly belief. I believe it too that music is divine. But, its a divine mystery. 

Music is a very powerful magnetic weapon that can bring a change in some one's mood in a fraction of a second. How is this possible. The greatest music minds of all time have something different in them. Its either being over spiritual or being over antispiritual. At the end, both are greats in music.  I would love to know the mystery behind music. 

I have a different kind of disorder when it comes to music. I dream about music and would actually love to listen to music of any kind. however, something holds me back from getting me closer to music. I am not able to figure out what the force exactly is that is holding me back from moving closer to music. 

A mood of resignation sinks in deep into my mind. I am tempted to think profusely about this. But this is one of many questions that I dont find an answer. 

Identity Crisis.

I have to lot to write. My struggles are increasing day by day and I do not find a place of solace. The internal conflicts of mind are at its best. I am on a journey in search of my dreams. My dreams only lead me to wilderness and darkness, however, my end point will be very bright. Thats what my conscience keeps constantly tells me.

I am going through a major identity crisis that is basically belittling myself. My heart wants to do something, but I am not able to do what it says. I strongly believe in what my heart says. But, in this case I am not able to oblige my heart's plea to do what it says.

My identity that takes its pride in being vocal about anything my heart says has fallen down deep into dumps. I don't find a way out to get out of this trivial condition of total imbalance between my mind and heart.

My priorities have not taken any backseat. That's something I am really happy about. A passing phase in life, full of commotion. All the faculties of my body and mind are in utter chaos. They are trying their best to reorganize themselves. They are battling against all the odds of nature to establish their supremacy over nature.

I would be glad about the result of this battle. I fail to understand that these battles are there forever till a human life passes away.

Life always teaches a lesson at every instance.

The big CAT.

My mind is burdened with a lot of things that lies ahead of me. This Sunday is the the day to test my aptitude skills. Yes the Big CAT is round the corner haunting me with its good luck to pursue my studies in the CREAMY institutes of the nation. Lets see how it goes. I am not bothered too much about the results. Life will move on and on and on.......

I wish to take a break............

I wish to take a break from work though I hardly work

I wish to take from life though I hardly live. 

I wish to rejuvenate my senses, though am a lot sensible, 

I wish to cherish freedom, though I often misuse it. 

I would to take a break from the monotony that buries me deep into earth every minute. I wish to go to a place where there is no pain, pressure, no demands, no back stabbings, no tears, no disappointments, no deadlines, no hate and this wish list goes on the like the wall of China. 

These are not utopian wishes. Very much possible worldy wishes. If these are not available for me to enjoy in this current world, I will then have to create my own world to see these values and virtues. 

I am sick of several things going on around me in both work and non work life. I wish the clock to tick fast so that I can leave my work place early. I come in to office blank and leave office back blank. There is no qualitative improvement in my levels of intelligence owing to the work I do. 

I am sick of the dumb style of talk people, namely my colleagues, have. I am particulary put off with their fancies and priorities. But, I respect them to the core for what they think, however, never subscribe myself to their views and their fantasies. Their over emphasis on more worldly virtues and values, desires, interests drives me mad. I hope not to delve deep into the nitty gritties of it in any of my post. 

I am different, I love to be different. I am not a monomaniac. I just don't want to be over worldly but also comprehend on life beyond this world. I am not a fan of anything or anyone. I love the imaginary life that I wish to lead. I am not patriotic. I don't have great levels of attachment to anything. I respect relationships and always give my fullest in it. 

Rise up

here is a brilliant song of yves that goes on like this..... 

My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
Eh... eh...

Rise up,
Don't falling down again
Rise up,
Love like I broke the chains

I tried to fly a while so high
Direction: sky!
I tried to fly a while so high
Direction: sky!

My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
Eh...

Rise up, rise up, rise up, rise up
We'll be the game
Rise up, rise up, rise up, rise up
For my mind and my brain

'Cause I tried to fly a while so high
Direction: sky!
I tried to fly so high
Direction: sky!

My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
My dream is to fly
Over the rainbow, so high!
Eh... eh... eh... eh... eh...

A highly motivating song that can actually elevate your dull spirit to greater heights. On many occasions, when I am down, mostly always, I listen to this song to bring my spirit back to its place. This song is so magical that rekindles the fire to glow to greater heights that it can reach even the rainbow.