Inspiring Words :)

I read a blog entry today. It was very promising and very inspiring. I am this stupid kind of person who can relate to things that are not even remotely connected to me. This blog entry has all the answers to my questions though the blogger might not even know my existence in the blogging arena.

Am I not a dork? I am sure you will agree with me :P Putting the dork story aside let me dwell deep into the content of the blog entry. This blog entry is not anything great in General but very great personally to me. I have always wanted to clearly give a narration about this person whom I have always found as the "most expressive person" I have ever met in my life.

I love people who are super expressive about their self and strongly follow what their heart says come what may... Isn't this an unique quality. This person is so magnetic that I get glued to the writings of this person. The person's words

can make wonders out of nothing,
create a palace out of dust,
create a life out of a corpse,
create miracle out of misery,
create bliss out of grief,
create life out of death,
create confidence out of diffidence,
create glory out of fall,
create equilibrium out of chaos,
create passion out of commotion,
create everything out of nothing.

Life Hurts :(

Life never treats me good
It hates me
It has nothing good to offer
It hurts me

Perplexed !!!!!!!

I often tell myself that "I need sometime for myself." I love solitude. I am often tempted to go back to my school days when for the very first time, I was introduced to this concept of the bliss of solitude by the greatest poet William wordsworth. From that time, may be in my Fifth standard, I have been enjoying my loneliness. My mind is extremely peaceful when I am alone and I tend to have a lot of conversation with my spirit inside.

In most of the conversations, or at times even confrontations I often lose to the logical and valid points put forth by my spirit(Conscience). This is one of the strong reasons to name this blog "Battlefield of the mind" ofcourse with a typo error :P

I am a man of very strong emotions and I lead my life based on the ideological beliefs that I hold very close to my heart. Often, this leads to the clash with many and I tend to resolve this through peaceful dialogue.

However, I have not been able to do justice to myself, both my spirit and my outer spirit. The underlying presumption is that there is a perfect resonance between all my senses. However, I am very big flop show while it comes to deliver things. A fren of mind calls me a man with a very high level of resilience. While I am glad about this level of resilience I am also concerned about my goof ups that just leaves me a resilient person and not a result oriented person.

Freedom from Bondage :)

There is an overwhelming sense of calmness now in my mind. My life is going to see brighter light in the days ahead. Why? Right now am burdened by several ongoing issues that has put a blockade to my creativity and spontaneity of thought. All these institutional structures have crippled my thoughts. But, its now time for me to change radically.

My external world is no longer gonna dictate terms to my mind or control my life. I have graduated from the stage of infancy(lost to the whims and fancies of this petty world) to the stage of maturity - To realize the truest meaning of life. I tend to see life more metaphysically though I end up appraising physically.

There are going to be new definitions of happiness in my life. Happiness that cannot be measured by human measures. My bonds with the crazy dictators of life are over. I am gonna taste freedom. Freedom from everything that I wanted to. I am going to be a free bird and going to explore all the horizons of life. Marks or Jobs or nothing is going to matter going forward.

Contemplations :)

One night I was rolling on the bed as the sleep fairy did not show her face to me. I was driven into a world of thoughts. I contemplated on so much that the 4 terabyte memory of my brain could not capture. Life has taught so many lessons over the years and yet the learning curve's slope is ever increasing and there is no plateau at all in the learning phase of life. Its an interesting debate if I should call this a phase as its not a short period but still I would call it a phase as there is something good always awaiting.

There have been times when I felt total deprivation of everything in my life. At times, on the contrary I feel that I have been blessed with so many beautiful wonders in my life. These wonders decorate my life. There is always a soul deep inside that consoles me to over come my day to day problems.

But One thing that I always miss the warmth of motherly touch. I tend to think metaphysical about the missing privilege of having a mother. But, my mind often consoles itself with this "God and Mother cannot be everywhere, so there are friends to comfort you". This is the driving slogan of my life. My frens have redefined my life and the way I live. They are the reason for a smile on my face.

Nature ??????????

There are a lot of unanswered questions that keep lingering in my mind. Its time to take a bold step to get them answered. I strongly believe in the way the nature works and I am a champion of the nature's justice School of thought. But, seldom nature believes me in the way I believe it.

I have been trying hard for almost the past one and half years to add a new element to my life. Nature has been dodging me like a mad nomad. Is it because of my overrated belief in Nature? Is it wrong to place my belief in the mother of all creation - "The Nature." I am just not able to digest this fact that nature is not a good friend of mine.

A new phase in life :)

I have a lot to write about this new place. This place is filled with full of life and energy. The people I live here with are the same ones whom I earlier lived with, at the hostel. However, there is a renewed spirit of freedom and our lives are rejuvenated. There is a tremendous amount of planning that has gone into this new home. The home is still at its infancy stages of witnessing the usual affairs that happens in my home, like the one, when I was in Hyderabad. But, its time for me to move on and stop brood over the glorious past. I need to relive my hyd life at Bangalore too. Thats the immediate challenge that lies ahead of me. I can’t ask for more understanding people than these four who reside with me in this place. Btw, its time to name this home. I can think of several names but due to the composite crowd in the home, I would prefer naming the place with a secular name though the foundation of this home is My Lord. I am trying to be more sensitive to all the inmates of this wonderful place to redefine the way bachelors lead their lives. I am often told that bachelors lead a life of misery. In one of the novels that I read, its even called a “Bachelor’s Den” and one of my good friend calls a bachelor’s home as a “pig’s sty”. People, take a min now! Its time for you guys to rethink how bachelors would maintain their home. Our place is gonna be the most ideal place to dwell in that even a family cannot afford to maintain.

As usual, my planning for the house started with the charter that laid the generally acceptable rules and regulations for the conduct of the home. Its a place not just made of bricks and stones, but with lives, meaningful relationships, pain, pleasure, anger, all types of emotions, growth, downfall, learning, love and the like. Its a harmonious blend of all the above that make this place a unique place to dwell. I must take a minute to give all my readers a brief intro about the inmates.

Kennedy :

The eldest of the lot and the most mature human being whom I have ever met in my life till date. There is a lot of energy in him and he has an undying passion to learn a lot of new things and fuel up his senses. He is an amazing marketing brain who has to his credit, a rich work ex of 4 years in Sales and Marketing. He looks at things in a very different and unconventional manner though I disagree with him on several issues. But nevertheless, healthy argument and debate is the building block of knowledge. Its by disagreeing, one learns to learn new things contrary to our belief and know how’s. He is very instrumental in the making of this place from a house to a home. His balanced nature and mature handling of relationships deserves a special mention here. He is very valuable person whom one should never miss to have interacted on any basis be it a fren/colleague/classmate and the like. Look forward to learn more and more things from him in the wonderful future that is waiting to embrace all of us. His decision making skills are so wonderful that he could not make a bad decision so easily. A quality to be appreciated.

Jeanne:

Jeanne is a wonderful person and a personality to be with. He is very inquisitive by nature and is sternly eager to learn new things from everywhere. Where? When? How? Why? What? Are the right questions that one should ask if he/she wants to grow. He has imbibed these in his psyche very well that he comes up questions for any and everything happens at home or around us. All his questions are very constructive and makes the listener to think critically. A man who is fuelled with passions for power and social concern, who is very concerned about his friends. I can vouch for one fact, that you can bank on him whatever come may or what happen could happen. This means even a very unfavourable situation in life, he will still be by your side for you and with you. This commands tonnes of respect. A person who never gives up so fast, tries till the last bit to deliver his best. I have had several discussions on a range of topics from religion to life, marriage, social problems, management thoughts, smoking/drinking and the like. A man who comes up with his own philosophy to define life and one who never hurts, is man who can make a difference in anyone’s life very positively.

There are two more inmates about whom I am yet to write. C u al in the next entry. :)