The Secret Santa Mania

Secret Santa game is not one of the game or fun activity I can associate myself with. I am forced to play or a part of it. I believe in Christmas as the birth of Christ, but I do not believe in the concept of Santa and its related attributes. 

There could have been a Santa who went around giving gifts, sometime back in history, but I am not able to get the same feel now. I am not able to stand the emotions people show when they get a new gift or when they do not get a gift. I am sick of the  "So Cute" expressions and the fake "Hugs" these people do to eachother. 

I am particulary unable to bear all the chaos that is happening around me by a group of girls who sit near my work station. Its too fake and unwanted attention. 

A Race with Time.

I have been off blogging quiet for sometime. Its not that I ran out of interest to blog or not that I dint have anything to write but not in a frame of mind to write what my eternally perplexed mind is thinking. A lot has happened in life since I wrote the last blog entry. 

I am in a constant race with Time that is trying to take me to a different world altogether. 

A world that may not have any struggles or competions.

A world that will not have irritating people around me. 

A world that may not have lures of unwanted fantasy. 

A world that may not have any pain caused by love or lack of love. 

A world that will not require you to constantly engage yourself in a battle to reign supreme in the societly. 

A world that can alleviate the Ego of the heart. 

A world where you feel that you are respected without you having to do anything to get respect. A world that gives you a divine peace of mind and a feeling of contentment at heart. 

I am embarked on a journey into a world where I can get all that I want to. I wish I get there despite any amount of hassle I come across in the path. 

Constructive weekend....

The weekend of Nov 29 and 30 was one of the best weekends at hyderabad. There was lots of constructive activities done by me and Jeff. We moved into the new place at Al-Hasnath Colony, Tolichowki. The house which is now in the process of transformation into a home is a very dearly place. Its huge, posh and very spacious. 

We have invested quiet to lot to make this house a home. Life that looked gloomy is now bright with the new house and the new home mate. There was hard labour put in loading and unloading goods at the new house, but nevertheless, the fruit of the hard labour is peace of mind and happiness of heart. 

My happiness will be fully complete once my dearly wish comes true.