The Reality called "FATE"

My life is as usual filled with uncertainties and pressures. I am free bird who wants to cherish freedom at its superlative. I am now being caged and not given a free expression of my will. My originality is being lost in this fateful process. There is huge cognitive dissonance that I am going through in life. I hate everything around me. Life is very gloomy and constantly threatening me to quit my usual life and become a freeman or nomad and explore the world to understand my life's meaning. My sixth sense urges me to expand my horizons beyond this material world and I am set to launch a soul searching journey.

The concept of success and material aspirations are no longer interesting me. That does not mean I am gonna become a sage or sanyasi :P. I am in a never ending search for the meaning of life and its attributes. I am not able to see the world others see. I need to do something to this world around but I am not able to do anything. I want to bring a change in some one's life constructively before I die, but this world is not letting me to pursue the desires of my heart.