Perplexed !!!!!!!

I often tell myself that "I need sometime for myself." I love solitude. I am often tempted to go back to my school days when for the very first time, I was introduced to this concept of the bliss of solitude by the greatest poet William wordsworth. From that time, may be in my Fifth standard, I have been enjoying my loneliness. My mind is extremely peaceful when I am alone and I tend to have a lot of conversation with my spirit inside.

In most of the conversations, or at times even confrontations I often lose to the logical and valid points put forth by my spirit(Conscience). This is one of the strong reasons to name this blog "Battlefield of the mind" ofcourse with a typo error :P

I am a man of very strong emotions and I lead my life based on the ideological beliefs that I hold very close to my heart. Often, this leads to the clash with many and I tend to resolve this through peaceful dialogue.

However, I have not been able to do justice to myself, both my spirit and my outer spirit. The underlying presumption is that there is a perfect resonance between all my senses. However, I am very big flop show while it comes to deliver things. A fren of mind calls me a man with a very high level of resilience. While I am glad about this level of resilience I am also concerned about my goof ups that just leaves me a resilient person and not a result oriented person.