Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Contemplations :)

One night I was rolling on the bed as the sleep fairy did not show her face to me. I was driven into a world of thoughts. I contemplated on so much that the 4 terabyte memory of my brain could not capture. Life has taught so many lessons over the years and yet the learning curve's slope is ever increasing and there is no plateau at all in the learning phase of life. Its an interesting debate if I should call this a phase as its not a short period but still I would call it a phase as there is something good always awaiting.

There have been times when I felt total deprivation of everything in my life. At times, on the contrary I feel that I have been blessed with so many beautiful wonders in my life. These wonders decorate my life. There is always a soul deep inside that consoles me to over come my day to day problems.

But One thing that I always miss the warmth of motherly touch. I tend to think metaphysical about the missing privilege of having a mother. But, my mind often consoles itself with this "God and Mother cannot be everywhere, so there are friends to comfort you". This is the driving slogan of my life. My frens have redefined my life and the way I live. They are the reason for a smile on my face.

6 comments:

Vasu said...

:)
We all love myself.
*hugs*

joseph nirmal said...

:)

Agni said...

Read 'Shalimar the clown' by Salman Rushdie. I hope it helps you not feel lonely in these times :)

joseph nirmal said...

@Agni : Thks.. will read during xmas hols...

Unknown said...

At times... even i feel the same dude!!
But then why are frenz for if not to be with us wen we are in need!!

It is the reason for the existence of the wonderful relationship i.e., FRIENDSHIP..!! watsay..?? :)

joseph nirmal said...

well said.. true true.. :)