I wish to take a break............

I wish to take a break from work though I hardly work

I wish to take from life though I hardly live. 

I wish to rejuvenate my senses, though am a lot sensible, 

I wish to cherish freedom, though I often misuse it. 

I would to take a break from the monotony that buries me deep into earth every minute. I wish to go to a place where there is no pain, pressure, no demands, no back stabbings, no tears, no disappointments, no deadlines, no hate and this wish list goes on the like the wall of China. 

These are not utopian wishes. Very much possible worldy wishes. If these are not available for me to enjoy in this current world, I will then have to create my own world to see these values and virtues. 

I am sick of several things going on around me in both work and non work life. I wish the clock to tick fast so that I can leave my work place early. I come in to office blank and leave office back blank. There is no qualitative improvement in my levels of intelligence owing to the work I do. 

I am sick of the dumb style of talk people, namely my colleagues, have. I am particulary put off with their fancies and priorities. But, I respect them to the core for what they think, however, never subscribe myself to their views and their fantasies. Their over emphasis on more worldly virtues and values, desires, interests drives me mad. I hope not to delve deep into the nitty gritties of it in any of my post. 

I am different, I love to be different. I am not a monomaniac. I just don't want to be over worldly but also comprehend on life beyond this world. I am not a fan of anything or anyone. I love the imaginary life that I wish to lead. I am not patriotic. I don't have great levels of attachment to anything. I respect relationships and always give my fullest in it.