Identity Crisis.

I have to lot to write. My struggles are increasing day by day and I do not find a place of solace. The internal conflicts of mind are at its best. I am on a journey in search of my dreams. My dreams only lead me to wilderness and darkness, however, my end point will be very bright. Thats what my conscience keeps constantly tells me.

I am going through a major identity crisis that is basically belittling myself. My heart wants to do something, but I am not able to do what it says. I strongly believe in what my heart says. But, in this case I am not able to oblige my heart's plea to do what it says.

My identity that takes its pride in being vocal about anything my heart says has fallen down deep into dumps. I don't find a way out to get out of this trivial condition of total imbalance between my mind and heart.

My priorities have not taken any backseat. That's something I am really happy about. A passing phase in life, full of commotion. All the faculties of my body and mind are in utter chaos. They are trying their best to reorganize themselves. They are battling against all the odds of nature to establish their supremacy over nature.

I would be glad about the result of this battle. I fail to understand that these battles are there forever till a human life passes away.

Life always teaches a lesson at every instance.